This week has mostly been about procrastination and self torture. I have successfully managed to only spend £3 because i spent the whole time thinking it was 3 weeks till payday, it's actually only one. I am cross about this, because it's been the most boring 4 days of my life and I've been really hungry since Tuesday.
My bedtime OCD is going mental, possibly due to a lack of people contact, I'm 70% socially inept and fear i may actually be turning ferrell. Currently i have to get out of bed at least another 3 or 4 times after I've decided it's bed time. It's really REALLY annoying and as a result I'm drinking at least 5 cups of coffee a day because I'm so sleepy, which is shredding my nerves and the death of a co-worker is imminent. My first target is the new guy who continues to torture me with his stupidity on a daily basis. It's not so much his stupidity that infuriates me, but his audacity to boss me around. I refuse to be given orders by a man who actually said, and this is a direct quote (at 9am) "it's lunch time in Sweden now".. "no, it isn't".. "yes it is, it's mid day in Europe". LEARN YOUR TIME ZONES BEFORE YOU SPEAK TO ME AGAIN.
So much stuff is annoying me at the moment, i think it's because i have too much time to think. The thing annoying me most at the moment is the lack of good house parties, and meeting so many people with massive superiority complexes. Lets be serious, where did this elitism come from? being a pretentious wanker might be helping to get you laid right now but in ten years you will be alone with only your sketch books for company. GOOD.
Also really pissing me off, the word 'stoked' and people who call tattoos ink.
Totally need to stop moaning about everything, i remind myself of when i was 17 and h8in lyf. I think this weekend will be pretty sweet, it's Harry's birthday on Saturday so i recon he's gonna be toilet hugging by 1am. Nothing but love for birthday weekendss <3 !
Friday, 17 April 2009
Wednesday, 15 April 2009
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I keep starting blogs and then deleting them a few days later, but I'm going to try and stick with this one.
Easter weekend has been one of the best weekends I've had in so long and so this week has seemed extra boring in comparison. Tied with that i realised i spent about £800 in 14 days so I'm scared to buy anything else or go anywhere. I'm quite furious about this because when i think of the all the things i could of bought, the things i actually bought don't match up even slightly. I would like to of bought : a laptop, a holiday, a duckling and new curtains for my bedroom. Instead i have bought : Far too many clothes, sandwich's, vodka, fake tan and car tax.
It has been quite fun though, especially my birthday, to which i would like to thank Harry for being such an outrageous drunk that he upstaged even me. I definately would not like to thank anyone who contributed to the 88% vodka cause it was basically goodnight Irene from that point on.
I don't mind being home this week because it's only a 4 day week, but next week will be absolute torture so i need to think of things to fill my time. I was considering getting an evening job as well and just being a complete boring work oaf but no-one else will employ me.
So far the only activities i have found to do in the evening at home are : tidying, eating, sometimes going running (but it's uphill and makes me want to kill myself), organise my Cd's into alphabetical order, organise my Itunes so all the capitals match up and everything is grouped into one of 8 genres, on-line shopping (but that was short lived). I should probably start evaluating life soon/making a plan, but i don't really know where to start. I basically need someone commanding to tell me what to do because I'm so fickle that any decision i make will inevitably only stick for a week. Subsequently i feel like I'm neither here nor there, so I'm going to compile a list of things i want to do before the year is over. Currently all i can think of is :
-Save some one's life
-Change some one awfuls whole ethos
-Save enough money to leave the country (for good !)
-Go up North because i have never been, i don't really want to it looks horrid i just think i should
-Get loads of plastic surgery and become a stripper. I recon i could combine this with going up north
-Watch every single OC from start to finish with Imi
Easter weekend has been one of the best weekends I've had in so long and so this week has seemed extra boring in comparison. Tied with that i realised i spent about £800 in 14 days so I'm scared to buy anything else or go anywhere. I'm quite furious about this because when i think of the all the things i could of bought, the things i actually bought don't match up even slightly. I would like to of bought : a laptop, a holiday, a duckling and new curtains for my bedroom. Instead i have bought : Far too many clothes, sandwich's, vodka, fake tan and car tax.
It has been quite fun though, especially my birthday, to which i would like to thank Harry for being such an outrageous drunk that he upstaged even me. I definately would not like to thank anyone who contributed to the 88% vodka cause it was basically goodnight Irene from that point on.
I don't mind being home this week because it's only a 4 day week, but next week will be absolute torture so i need to think of things to fill my time. I was considering getting an evening job as well and just being a complete boring work oaf but no-one else will employ me.
So far the only activities i have found to do in the evening at home are : tidying, eating, sometimes going running (but it's uphill and makes me want to kill myself), organise my Cd's into alphabetical order, organise my Itunes so all the capitals match up and everything is grouped into one of 8 genres, on-line shopping (but that was short lived). I should probably start evaluating life soon/making a plan, but i don't really know where to start. I basically need someone commanding to tell me what to do because I'm so fickle that any decision i make will inevitably only stick for a week. Subsequently i feel like I'm neither here nor there, so I'm going to compile a list of things i want to do before the year is over. Currently all i can think of is :
-Save some one's life
-Change some one awfuls whole ethos
-Save enough money to leave the country (for good !)
-Go up North because i have never been, i don't really want to it looks horrid i just think i should
-Get loads of plastic surgery and become a stripper. I recon i could combine this with going up north
-Get my thigh and my back piece finished
-Not fall out of love
-Watch every single OC from start to finish with Imi
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